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When I needed just reassurance; I perhaps sought the company of my invincible
mother the most—as a single look into her majestically befriending eyes—cleared an infinite complicated webs of
an infinite dreaded lifetimes,
When I needed just discipline; I perhaps sought the company
of my father the most—as a mere languid walk by his side—inevitably triggered each forlornly stagnating muscle
of mine go taut—beyond the most unprecedented degrees of comprehension,
When I needed just
enigma; I perhaps sought the company of midnight the most—as even the most obfuscated wisp of blackness engulfing
me—transported me into a countless births of my past—and an umpteenth chapters of untamed sensuality,
When I needed just unrestraint; I perhaps sought the company of my sister the most—as her magnetically
uninhibited poise perpetuated me to poignantly share all that I thought I never ever would—at any given space or time,
When I needed just truth; I perhaps sought the company of every new born child the most—as each
heartfelt cry of theirs immortalized the spirit of my otherwise parasitically plagiarized existence,
When
I needed just faithfulness; I perhaps sought the company of my daintily clad wife the most—as there was a perennial
aura of fidelity that most royally radiated—from every bit of stony silence that otherwise enshrouded her,
When I needed just power; I perhaps sought the company of the unflinching Sun the most—staring
into its impregnably undying rays and making them my wholesome fire to survive; amidst a pack of ghastly wolves,
When I needed just nostalgia; I perhaps sought the company of my charismatically tinkling grandmother
the most—as with every chapter that she heart-renderingly narrated from her biography—I felt more insuperably
closer to every thread of my golden past,
When I needed just mischief; I perhaps sought
the company of my merrily laughing daughter the most—as she made me feel the most boisterously unabashed entity alive
on earth—everytime we hurled raw pancakes of mud in crystal blue sky,
When I needed just
humanity; I perhaps sought the company of every different religion around me the most—as I felt that united in
a sea of unending color—together we became the most blessedly unconquerable civilization of oneness and of all times,
When I needed just enthrallment; I perhaps sought the company of vivacious nature the most-- as I felt
life around me inexhaustibly vacillating in an entrenchment of divine ecstasy and eternal freedom of every single organism
to survive,
When I needed just adventure; I perhaps sought the company of the undulating
sea the most—as with each marvelously tangy wave that crashed against the rocks—I felt a new beginning in the
effervescent white froth that rose once again towards the victorious sky,
When I needed just
beauty; I perhaps sought the company of iridescent stars in sky the most---as they most enchantingly illuminated even
the grotesquely stagnating entities on soil—to eventually become the uncrowned jewels of my eye,
When
I needed just innocence; I perhaps sought the company of the sacrosanct cow the most—as no matter what ludicrously
perverted garbage that the world abandoned her into to consume—all she still had to give to one and all was impeccable
milk divine,
When I needed just lavishness; I perhaps sought the company of my whimsical
grandfather the most—as he could virtually lay every priceless gift of the Universe at my feet—at even the tiniest
of my babyishly false cry,
When I needed just exhilaration; I perhaps sought the company
of virgin wind the most—as I felt magically transported to every wonderfully ameliorating footprint of heaven; everytime
it sensuously caressed every roused pore of my shivering skin,
When I needed just fantasy;
I perhaps sought the company of fathomless azure sky the most; as just sporadically gazing at its immortal open heart—linked
me to every triumphantly surreal mist of heaven; even as I pathetically fizzled each day from a robotic 9 to 9,
But
for anything & everything; anytime & anywhere, I humbly knelt down only infront of The Lord; praying to him to be
by sole guiding light; praying to him to let me remain as his worthless servant for an infinite more lifetimes…
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